It Hurts (아프다)

From Mask OST Part 2 album by Sojin
Written by ZICO, Sojin
Composed by Kim Hee Won, Hastti
Arranged by Kim Hee Won, Shin Minyong
June 10, 2015
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Korean:

나란 존재가 존재하긴 했어?
혀끝까지 차오른 말을 삼켜내
너만 나쁜 년 만드는 구애인걸
알면서 나댄거니까 누굴 탓 안해

정말 답답해 상처는 오는데 상처는 못찾는게
일에 전념해도 가사의 대상이 너라는게
기억도 하루처럼 저무는 거라면
편히 잘테지만 다시 네 잔상을 떠안아

보고싶다는 그 말 하지 못해 삼킨다
오늘 많이 아프다
사랑했던 맘이 아리고 또 아프다
너도 나처럼 아플까

죽을 만큼 사랑했던 네가 이제
너무 미워 힘들어
네가 미워도 아파도 사랑은 너라서
못 가 네 곁을 못 떠나

다들 푸념 말라고
그냥 추억하라고 I ‘ve got a know
그럴꺼면 사랑 무엇하려고 해
떠나간 사람은 간직할게 못돼
미안해 이별엔 지혜롭고 듬직하지 못해서
참 웃겨 가슴은 아직도 뛰기 바쁜데
뭐가 지친다고 나는 멈춰놨는지
감정의 출발선이 어디였는지 까마득해
방황 중에 마주쳐도 반가운 듯이 맞아줄래
Yeah 내 걱정은 하지마 나름 숨 쉬며 지내 한숨인게 문제지만
적정 시간이 지나 서로에게 맞지 않는 옷이 돼버릴까
그게 싫다 근데 어찌하겠어 다 내 몫이야
살면서 꼭 겪어야 할 것
실패와 성공처럼 꼭 경험할 것
누군가를 열렬히 사랑해볼 것
정신 못 차리고 죽도록 아파해 볼 것

죽을 만큼 사랑했던 네가 이제
너무 미워 힘들어
네가 미워도 아파도 사랑은 너라서
못 가 네 곁을 못 떠나
죽을 만큼 사랑했던 네가 이제
너무 미워 힘들어
네가 미워도 아파도 사랑은 너라서
못 가 네 곁을 못 떠나

그렇게 어렵게 데려오고 쉽게 떠나 보내
여전히 미련하게 미련으로 하루를 보내
남김없이 줬으니 후회는 남지 않아
남기던지 태우던지 내 흔적 말야
그렇게 어렵게 데려오고 쉽게 떠나 보내
여전히 미련하게 미련으로 하루를 보내
남김없이 줬으니 후회는 남지 않아
남기던지 태우던지 내 흔적 말야

보고싶다는 그 말 하지 못해 삼킨다
오늘 많이 아프다
사랑했던 맘이 아리고 또 아프다
너도 나처럼 아플까

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Romanization:

nalan jonjaega jonjaehagin haesseo?
hyeokkeutkkaji chaoleun maleul samkyeonae
neoman nappeun nyeon mandeuneun guaeingeol
almyeonseo nadaengeonikka nugul tas anhae

jeongmal dabdabhae sangcheoneun oneunde sangcheoneun moschajneunge
ile jeonnyeomhaedo gasaui daesangi neolaneunge
gieogdo halucheoleom jeomuneun geolamyeon
pyeonhi jaltejiman dasi ne jansangeul tteoana

bogosipdaneun geu mal haji moshae samkinda
oneul manhi apeuda
salanghaessdeon mami aligo tto apeuda
neodo nacheoleom apeulkka

jugeul mankeum salanghaessdeon nega ije
neomu miwo himdeuleo
nega miwodo apado salangeun neolaseo
mos ga ne gyeoteul mos tteona

dadeul punyeom mallago
geunyang chueoghalago I ‘ve got a know
geuleolkkeomyeon salang mueoshalyeogo hae
tteonagan salameun ganjighalge mosdwae
mianhae ibyeolen jihyelobgo deumjighaji moshaeseo
cham usgyeo gaseumeun ajigdo ttwigi bappeunde
mwoga jichindago naneun meomchwonwassneunji
gamjeongui chulbalseoni eodiyeossneunji kkamadeughae
banghwang junge majuchyeodo bangaun deusi majajullae
Yeah nae geogjeongeun hajima naleum sum swimyeo jinae hansuminge munjejiman
jeogjeong sigani jina seoloege majji anhneun osi dwaebeolilkka
geuge silhda geunde eojjihagesseo da nae mogsiya
salmyeonseo kkog gyeokkeoya hal geos
silpaewa seonggongcheoleom kkog gyeongheomhal geos
nugungaleul yeollyeolhi salanghaebol geos
jeongsin mos chaligo jugdolog apahae bol geos

jugeul mankeum salanghaessdeon nega ije
neomu miwo himdeuleo
nega miwodo apado salangeun neolaseo
mos ga ne gyeoteul mos tteona
jugeul mankeum salanghaessdeon nega ije
neomu miwo himdeuleo
nega miwodo apado salangeun neolaseo
mos ga ne gyeoteul mos tteona

geuleohge eolyeobge delyeoogo swibge tteona bonae
yeojeonhi milyeonhage milyeoneulo haluleul bonae
namgimeobsi jwosseuni huhoeneun namji anha
namgideonji taeudeonji nae heunjeog malya
geuleohge eolyeobge delyeoogo swibge tteona bonae
yeojeonhi milyeonhage milyeoneulo haluleul bonae
namgimeobsi jwosseuni huhoeneun namji anha
namgideonji taeudeonji nae heunjeog malya

bogosipdaneun geu mal haji moshae samkinda
oneul manhi apeuda
salanghaessdeon mami aligo tto apeuda
neodo nacheoleom apeulkka

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English:

Did the existence of me even exit to you?
I’m swallowing the words that are on the tip of my tongue
It’ll just make you the bad bitch
I knew when I got myself in so I can’t blame anyone

It’s so frustrating, scars are coming but I can’t find them
I try focusing on work but the subject of my lyrics is you
If memories can end like a day comes to an end
It would be so nice but I’m holding onto images of you again

I couldn’t say I miss you so I swallowed my words
It hurts so much today
My heart was in love and it’s hurting so much
Are you hurting like me?

You used to love me to death
Now I hate you so much, it’s so hard
Though I hate you, though it hurts, my love is you
I can’t leave, I can’t leave your side

They tell me not to complain
They tell me to just reminisce, I’ve got a know
Then why even love at all?
People who left can’t be cherished
I’m sorry, I can’t be wise and reliable when it comes to breaking up
It’s so funny, my heart is still busy racing
What was so tiring that you stopped me?
I don’t remember where the starting line of our feelings were
Even when we run into each other while I’m wandering, will you pretend you’re happy to see me?
Yeah, don’t worry about me, I’m breathing, although I’m sighing
When the right time was over, did we become clothes that didn’t fit?
I hate that but I can’t help it, it’s what I have to go through
Something we all need to go through in life
Something we experience like failure and success
Loving someone really hard
Being hurt like you’ll die

You used to love me to death
Now I hate you so much, it’s so hard
Though I hate you, though it hurts, my love is you
I can’t leave, I can’t leave your side

You used to love me to death
Now I hate you so much, it’s so hard
Though I hate you, though it hurts, my love is you
I can’t leave, I can’t leave your side

It was so hard bringing you over but I’m easily letting you go
I’m still stupidly spending my days, not over you
I gave you without holding back so I don’t regret
Leave them behind or burn them up, my traces
It was so hard bringing you over but I’m easily letting you go
I’m still stupidly spending my days, not over you
I gave you without holding back so I don’t regret
Leave them behind or burn them up, my traces

I couldn’t say I miss you so I swallowed my words
It hurts so much today
My heart was in love and it’s hurting so much
Are you hurting like me?
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