Self-Infliction (자해)

From Walk Through Me album by NELL
Written by Kim Jong Wan
Composed by Kim Jong Wan
November 18, 2004
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Korean:

잊혀진단건 사라져버리는 것
아예 처음조차 없던 것처럼
서로를 모르는 것

그렇게 잔인한 시간의 칼은
내안에 너를 베어버리라고 속삭이지만
하지만 난

보고 싶을 땐 언제든지 떠올릴 수 있도록
시간 따위가 너의 눈부심 앗아가지 못하도록

I am crying and falling
너를 모를 그런 내가 되는게 너무 싫어서
I am torturing myself
내가 너로 인해 아프면 네가 머물 것 같아서

(내가 웃어버리면 안되겠죠)
잊고 싶었죠 아픔에 익숙해지기까지가
너무나 힘들어서 하지만 나는 널 (나는 널)

곁엔 없지만 언제든지 떠올릴 수 있도록
시간 따위가 너의 따뜻함 앗아가지 못하도록

I am crying and falling
너를 모를 그런 내가 되는게 너무 싫어서
I am torturing myself
내가 너로 인해 아프면 네가 머물 것 같아서 La

I am crying and falling
너를 모를 그런 내가 되는게 너무 싫어서
I am torturing myself
내가 너로 인해 아프면 네가 머물 것 같아서 La

I am crying
I am torturing
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Romanization:

Ijhyeojindangeon sarajyeobeorineun keot
Aye cheoumjocha eoptdeon keotcheoreom
Seororeul monreuneun keot

Keureohge chaninhan shigani khareun
Nae-ane neoreul pe-eobeorirago sugsagijiman
Hajiman nan

Pogo shipheul ttaen eongedeun tteo-olil su itdorok
Shigan ttaewiga neo-e nunbushim asagaji mothadorok

I am crying and falling
Neoreul moreul keureon naega dwineunge neomu shirheoseo
I am torturing myself
Naega neoro inhae anpheumyeon nega meomul keot kathaseo

(Naega useobeorimyeon andwigetjyo)
Ijgo shipheotjyo apheume igsughaeshigiggajiga
Neomuna himdeureoseo hajiman naneun neol (naneun neol)

Kyeothen eoptjiman eonjedeun tteo-olil su eoptdorok
Shigan ttawiga neo-e ttaddeurham asagaji mothadorok

I am crying and falling
Neoreul moreul keureon naega twineunge neomu shirheoseo
I am torturing myself
Naega neoru inhae apheumyeon nega modul kathaseo

I am crying and falling
Neoreul moreul keureon naega twineunge neomu shirheoseo
I am torturing myself
Naega neoru inhae apheumyeon nega modul kathaseo

I am crying
I am torturing
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English:

To forget is to disappear
it’s as if it never even existed since the beginning
As if we never even knew each other.

The knife of the cruel time that is in me
Whispers to me to cut you/me
But I

To be able to think of you when I’m missing you
So that time wouldn’t be able to snatch away your radiance

I am crying and falling
Because I hate that I will be someone that won’t know you anymore
I am torturing myself
Because maybe if I hurt myself because of you, you might stay

I wanted to forget
To get used to the pain was so difficult
너무나 힘들어서 하지만 나는 널 (나는 널)
(............missing lines sorry...........) (I... you)

To think of you even though you’re not with me
So that time wouldn’t be able to snatch away your warmth

I am crying and falling
Because I hate that I will be someone that won’t know you anymore
I am torturing myself
Because maybe if I hurt myself because of you, you might stay

I am crying and falling
Because I hate that I will be someone that won’t know you anymore
I am torturing myself
Because maybe if I hurt myself because of you, you might stay

I am crying
I am torturing
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