Growing Up (알지도 못하면서)

Korean:

나를 잘 알지도 못하면서 난
나의 선택을 믿어버렸어
난 울지 않는 나를 보면서
기특하다고 칭찬을 했어

그냥 다 덮어버렸던 거야
너무 겁이 나서

사랑은 남겨지고 난 뒤에도 자란다는 걸
나는 정말 몰랐어
눈 뜨면 몰라보게 또 자라난 그리움 속에
길을 잃은 아이가 된 것 같아
그래 길을 잃었어
난 길을 잃었어
많은 걸 잃었어 정말

그땐 어른이 다 된 것 같았어
널 만나고 또 헤어지면서
세상 모든 일은 지나간다는
흔한 말을 곱씹으면서

많이 다친 줄도 몰랐어
내 맘 여기저기

사랑은 남겨지고 난 뒤에도 자란다는 걸
나는 정말 몰랐어
눈 뜨면 몰라보게 또 자라난 그리움 속에
길을 잃은 아이가 된 것 같아
그래 길을 잃었어
난 길을 잃었어
많은 걸 잃었어 정말

눈뜨면 매일 오는 아침이 다 이별이란 걸
나는 정말 몰랐어
봄 다음에 여름 가을 건너뛰고 겨울인 거야
요즘 내 맘을 말하자면

눈물이 흐를 때면 흘리는 게 어른이란 걸
나는 정말 몰랐어
참아서 퉁퉁 불은 슬픔들이 또 차 올라서
지금 뒤늦게 울고 있어
이제 어른이 됐어

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Romanization:

naleul jal aljido moshamyeonseo nan
naui seontaegeul mideobeolyeosseo
nan ulji anhneun naleul bomyeonseo
giteughadago chingchaneul haesseo

geunyang da deopeobeolyeossdeon geoya
neomu geobi naseo

salangeun namgyeojigo nan dwiedo jalandaneun geol
naneun jeongmal mollasseo
nun tteumyeon mollaboge tto jalanan geulium soge
gileul ilheun aiga doen geos gata
geulae gileul ilheosseo
nan gileul ilheosseo
manheun geol ilheosseo jeongmal

geuttaen eoleuni da doen geos gatasseo
neol mannago tto heeojimyeonseo
sesang modeun ileun jinagandaneun
heunhan maleul gobssibeumyeonseo

manhi dachin juldo mollasseo
nae mam yeogijeogi

salangeun namgyeojigo nan dwiedo jalandaneun geol
naneun jeongmal mollasseo
nun tteumyeon mollaboge tto jalanan geulium soge
gileul ilheun aiga doen geos gata
geulae gileul ilheosseo
nan gileul ilheosseo
manheun geol ilheosseo jeongmal

nuntteumyeon maeil oneun achimi da ibyeolilan geol
naneun jeongmal mollasseo
bom daeume yeoleum gaeul geonneottwigo gyeoulin geoya
yojeum nae mameul malhajamyeon

nunmuli heuleul ttaemyeon heullineun ge eoleunilan geol
naneun jeongmal mollasseo
chamaseo tungtung buleun seulpeumdeuli tto cha ollaseo
jigeum dwineujge ulgo isseo
ije eoleuni dwaesseo

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English:

I didn’t even know myself very well
And I believed in my decision
As I saw myself not crying
I told myself, good job

I just covered it up
Because I was so scared

Though love is left behind, you still grow
I really didn’t know that
When I open my eyes, my longing grows so much that it’s unrecognizable
Making me feel like a lost child
Yes, I am lost
I have lost my way
I lost many things, really

I thought I became an adult
After I met you and broke up with you
As I told myself the cliché saying
Everything passes

I didn’t even know I was really hurt
Here and there in my heart

Though love is left behind, you still grow
I really didn’t know that
When I open my eyes, my longing grows so much that it’s unrecognizable
Making me feel like a lost child
Yes, I am lost
I have lost my way
I lost many things, really

When I open my eyes, each morning is a farewell
I really didn’t know that
After spring is summer then autumn then winter
To describe my heart these days

When tears fall down, what’s falling makes you an adult
I really didn’t know that
Sadness that grew from hold back too much, rises up again
So now I’m crying so late
Now I’ve become an adult
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