Memory Loss (기억상실)

From It’s Different album by Gummy
Written by Choi Gab Won
Composed by Lee Jong Hoon
Arranged by Lee Jong Hoon
September 9, 2004
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Korean:

떠난다고 그래서 떠나라고 말했어
사랑하다 한번쯤 하는 말이라서

올거라고 다 안다고 거울에 비친 나를 달래고
벌써 손가락을 열개를 다 접고 애써 하루를또 세어도

보이지 않아 아직도 내 사랑하나 못찾고
더듬거리는 손으로 네 사진을 찾다가
자꾸 멀어버리는 내 눈은 한참 눈물 쏟아내고
내 맘은 지독한 멍이 새기고

잊으라고 그래서 안된다고 말했어
살아가다 한번쯤 만날 것 같아서

나 운다고 아프다고 어느새 지친소릴 내보고
네가 걸어오던 길에서 안아주던 곳에서 멈춰서
눈물을 닦아 봐도

보이지 않아 아직도 내 사랑하나 못찾고
더듬거리는 손으로 네 사진을 찾다가
자꾸 멀어버리는 내 눈은 한참 눈물 쏟아내고
내 맘은 지독한 멍이 새기고
사랑에 부딫혀 헐어버리고

네가 깊게 새긴 네가 소리없이 남긴
너란 상처들로 덮힌 나를 불쌍하다 느끼면
미안하다 느끼면 다시 날 사랑할까

화장을 지우고 옷을 꺼내고 입어도 아무리 해도
하나도 기억할수없나봐
사랑한다는 말도 들었던
웃는 내 모습을 찾고 돌아올 널 위해
내가 같아야만 하는데
조금도 기억이 나지를 않아.
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Romanization:

ddeonandago keudaeseo ddeonarago malhaesseo
saranghada hanbeonjjeum haneun mareeraseo

olgeorago ta andago keo-oore peecheen nareul tallaego
peolsseo songarageul yeolgaereul ta jeopgo aesseo harooreul ddo se-eodo

poeejee ana ajeekdo nae saranghana motchatgo
teo deum keoreeneun soneuro ne sajeeneul chatgago
jakkoo meoreobeoreeneun nae nooneun hamcham noonmool sodanaego
nae maeun jeedok'an meongee saegeego

eejeorago keuraeseo andwendago malhaesseo
saragada hambeonjjeum mannal kat'aseo

na oondago ap'eudago eoneusae jeecheen soreel nae pogo
nega keoreo-odeon keereseo anajoodeon koseseo meomchweoseo
noonmooreul takka pwado

poeejee ana ajeekdo nae saranghana motchatgo
teo deum keoreeneun soneuro ne sajeeneul chatgago
jakkoo meoreobeoreeneun nae nooneun hamcham noonmool sodanaego
nae maeun jeedok'an meongee saegeego
sarange poodeechyeo heoreobeoreego

nega keepge saegeen nega soree eopshee namgeen
neoran sangcheodeullo teop'een nareul poolssanghada neukkeemyeon
meeanhada neukkeemyeon tashee nal saranghalkka

hwajangeul jeeoogo oseul kkeonaego eebeodo amooree haedo
hanado kee-eok'al soo eopnabwa
saranghandaneun maldo teureottdeon
ootneun nae moseubeul chatgo toraol neol weehae
naega kat'ayaman haneunde
jogeumdo kee-eogee najeereul ana
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English:

Because you said that you were leaving I told you to leave,
Because it was just something you said at least once.

To my reflection I keep saying that you're going
to come and that I know it all.
Already I've folded all ten of my fingers
and I try to put another day on them.

I can't see. I have yet to hold onto one of my loves
and with fumbling hands I looked for your picture

My eyes keep getting farther away
and I pour out my tears for awhile and
A severe bruise forms in my heart.

Because you said to forget you, I told you I couldn't.
Because I felt that I'd meet you at least once throughout my life.

Before I know it with a worn out voice I call out
that I'm crying and that I'm hurting.
(at a road where you're walking) I stop
(at the place that we broke up) Even if I wipe away my tears

I can't see. I have yet to hold onto one of my loves
and with fumbling hands I look for your picture

My eyes keep getting farther away
And I pour out my tears for awhile and
A severe bruise forms in my heart.

And I become weary from running into love.

If you, who has covered me with scars
that you have carved deeply and have left without a word,
Feel that I'm pitiful, than would you love me again?

I put my makeup on and take if off,
I take my clothes out and even if I wear them,
no matter what I do I must not be able to remember anything.

I look for my smiling apperance that even heard the worlds I love you,
Because I have to be the same when you come back but
I can't remember even just a bit of it...
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