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남들 얘기처럼 우습게 들리던
상황이 정작 내 모습이 돼버릴 줄이야
계속 반복되는 기다림 구차하게 잡는 건
미련일까 모르겠어 정말 적응 안돼

너와 나의 대화 창을 또 열어봐
혹시나 했는데 여전히 1은 그대로
보기나 해 하루 종일 떨리는
손 1분1초마다 너를 찾고 있어

아직 내 남자라 생각해 참아 주는 거야
네 맘대로 버릴 내가 아니야

지워지지 않는 1이야 지워주고 싶은 1이야
잡지도 놓지도 못한 내가 미워져

이젠 아무것도 할 수 가 없는
내 상황이 결국 또 이렇게 다가올 줄이야
마치 구름 위를 걷는 듯 몸이 말을 안 듣고
어지러워 취한 건지 맨 정신 인 건지

아무래도 약해서 약 인가 봐 암만 털어
삼켜도 잠 못 드는 밤

아직 내 남자라 생각해 참아 주는 거야
네 맘대로 버릴 내가 아니야

지워지지 않는 1이야 지워주고 싶은 1이야
잡지도 놓지도 못한 내가 미워져

설마 차단 했나 봐 나만 보내는가 봐
이런 내가 한심해서 미칠 것 같은데
내 친구들 쉽게들 말해 끝이래

지워지지 않는 1이야
지울 수도 없는 1이야 멍하니 바라봐

네가 막 대해도 될 내가 절대로 아니야
이유라도 알고 보내고 싶어

아직 전화기에 네 흔적 그대로 남았어
오직 네 한마디 기다린다고

지워지지 않는 1이야 내가 지우고픈 1이야
오늘도 이렇게 지워지길 기다려

잡지도 놓지도 못해 기다려

Credit: Naver Music

namdeul yaegicheoleom useubge deullideon
sanghwangi jeongjag nae moseubi dwaebeolil juliya
gyesog banbogdoeneun gidalim guchahage jabneun geon
milyeonilkka moleugesseo jeongmal jeogeung andwae

neowa naui daehwa changeul tto yeoleobwa
hogsina haessneunde yeojeonhi 1eun geudaelo
bogina hae halu jongil tteollineun
son 1bun1chomada neoleul chajgo isseo

ajig nae namjala saenggaghae chama juneun geoya
ne mamdaelo beolil naega aniya

jiwojiji anhneun 1iya jiwojugo sipeun 1iya
jabjido nohjido moshan naega miwojyeo

ijen amugeosdo hal su ga eobsneun
nae sanghwangi gyeolgug tto ileohge dagaol juliya
machi guleum wileul geodneun deus momi maleul an deudgo
eojileowo chwihan geonji maen jeongsin in geonji

amulaedo yaghaeseo yag inga bwa amman teoleo
samkyeodo jam mos deuneun bam

ajig nae namjala saenggaghae chama juneun geoya
ne mamdaelo beolil naega aniya

jiwojiji anhneun 1iya jiwojugo sipeun 1iya
jabjido nohjido moshan naega miwojyeo

seolma chadan haessna bwa naman bonaeneunga bwa
ileon naega hansimhaeseo michil geos gateunde
nae chingudeul swibgedeul malhae kkeutilae

jiwojiji anhneun 1iya
jiul sudo eobsneun 1iya meonghani balabwa

nega mag daehaedo doel naega jeoldaelo aniya
iyulado algo bonaego sipeo

ajig jeonhwagie ne heunjeog geudaelo namasseo
ojig ne hanmadi gidalindago

jiwojiji anhneun 1iya naega jiugopeun 1iya
oneuldo ileohge jiwojigil gidalyeo

jabjido nohjido moshae gidalyeo

Credit: HallyuMusic

Note: People mainly use Kakaotalk as their texting platform in Korea. In Kakaotalk, there is a 1 next to your message to indicate whether someone read your text or not.


All the stories that I thought were nothing much
I didn’t know it would happen to me
I’m always waiting, I’m pathetically holding onto you
Is it because I can’t let go? I don’t know, I’m not used to this

I opened up our texts again
I thought maybe otherwise but that 1 is still there
Did you even see it?
All day, my hands are shaking
Each minute, each second, I’m looking for you

I’m being patient because I still think you’re my man
I’m not someone who will throw you away easily

It’s a 1 that won’t go away, a 1 that I want to erase
I hate myself for not holding onto you or letting go of you

Now I can’t do anything
I didn’t know this would happen
As if I’m walking on clouds, my body won’t listen
I’m dizzy, am I drunk or am I sober?

I’m so weak, I need some pills
But no matter how many I take, I can’t fall asleep

I’m being patient because I still think you’re my man
I’m not someone who will throw you away easily

It’s a 1 that won’t go away, a 1 that I want to erase
I hate myself for not holding onto you or letting go of you

Maybe you blocked me, maybe I’m the only one sending
I’m going crazy over how pathetic I am
My friends easily say that it’s over

It’s a 1 that won’t go away
A 1 that can’t be erased, I’m just staring at it

I’m not someone you can treat badly
I want to know the reason at least before I let you go

There are still traces of you on my phone
I’m waiting for you to say just one thing

It’s a 1 that won’t go away, a 1 that I want to erase
I’m waiting for it to be erased again today

I can’t hold onto you or let go so I’m just waiting