Even Lost a Friend (친구마저 잃었다)

From GROWN-UP album by FTISLAND
Written by Yi Hui Sung
Composed by Han Seung Hoon
Arranged by Han Seung Hoon
January 31, 2012
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Korean:

해질녘 보채는 발걸음을 따라와 네 집 앞을 서성인다
때 마침 멀리서 오는 널 보고 있다 죄진 듯이 숨어 널 본다

우린 어쩌다 사랑하고 어쩌다 헤어져서
다신 못 만나게 남보다 더 남이 된 거야

내가 그때 널 사랑해서 미안하다
끝까지 지킬 사랑 못해 미안하다
친구인 채로 네 곁에서 널 지켰었다면
평생 널 봤을 텐데 친구마저 잃었다

부르면 여전히 달려올 것 만 같아 네 이름 부를 뻔 했어
왜 그리 야위었니 내 탓인 것만 같아 심장이 꼭 터질 것 같아

혹시 누군가 새로 만나 둘이 된 널 봤다면
마음은 시려도 돌아서긴 쉬울지 몰라

내가 그때 널 사랑해서 미안하다
끝까지 지킬 사랑 못해 미안하다
친구인 채로 네 곁에서 널 지켰었다면
평생 이별은 없을 텐데 친구마저 잃었다

잠시여도 날 사랑해서 고마웠다
너의 남자로 사는 동안 행복했다
그 말을 전할 시간은 다시 오지 않음을
이별할 때도 이별이 뭔지 바보처럼 몰랐다

네가 있는데 네가 없다.

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Romanization:

haejilnyeok bochaeneun balgeoleumeul ttalawa ne jib apeul seoseonginda
ttae machim meolliseo oneun neol bogo issda joejin deusi sumeo neol bonda

ulin eojjeoda salanghago eojjeoda heeojyeoseo
dasin mos mannage namboda deo nami doen geoya

naega geuttae neol salanghaeseo mianhada
kkeutkkaji jikil salang moshae mianhada
chinguin chaelo ne gyeoteseo neol jikyeosseossdamyeon
pyeongsaeng neol bwasseul tende chingumajeo ilheossda

buleumyeon yeojeonhi dallyeool geos man gata ne ileum buleul ppeon haesseo
wae geuli yawieossni nae tasin geosman gata simjangi kkog teojil geos gata

hogsi nugunga saelo manna duli doen neol bwassdamyeon
maeumeun silyeodo dolaseogin swiulji molla

naega geuttae neol salanghaeseo mianhada
kkeutkkaji jikil salang moshae mianhada
chinguin chaelo ne gyeoteseo neol jikyeosseossdamyeon
pyeongsaeng ibyeoleun eobseul tende chingumajeo ilheossda

jamsiyeodo nal salanghaeseo gomawossda
neoui namjalo saneun dongan haengboghaessda
geu maleul jeonhal siganeun dasi oji anheumeul
ibyeolhal ttaedo ibyeoli mwonji babocheoleom mollassda

nega issneunde nega eobsda.

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English:

I follow my fretful foot steps at the sun set
and wander around your house.
I watch you heading home on time and hide like I did something wrong.

How did we love and said good bye
that we became stranger than strangers.

I’m sorry I loved you then.
I’m sorry I couldn’t love you forever.
I would have seen you forever if I had
protected you as your friend.
But I’ve even lost a friend

I almost called your name
because I thought you’d run to me if I did.
Why did you lose so much weight?
My heart feels like it would explode because I think it’s my fault.

If you had met someone and I saw you as a couple,
It could be easier for me to turn around even though my heart would ache.

I’m sorry I loved you then.
I’m sorry I couldn’t love you forever.
There wouldn’t have been any good bye if I had
protected you as your friend.
But I’ve even lost a friend

Thank you for loving me even just for a while
I was happy while living as your man,
I didn’t know the time to tell you that will never come again,
Even when I left you, I foolishly didn’t know what that meant.

You are there, but you aren’t here.
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