History (유서) (Feat. TBNY)

Written by TBNY
Composed by Yankie
Arranged by Yankie
October 24, 2003
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Korean:

[1verse 타블로]
dear life, out go the lights, i see christ in my mind's eye,
세상과 마지막 인사 내 작은 책상에 남기는 편지 번지는 눈물과 짙은 먼지라는 창틀안에 scene
하늘아래 길고긴 길을 걷다 내가 얻은 것을 다 남겨버린 채로 나는 떠나가네 서랍속에 남긴 사진들
공책들에 남긴 글 작고 큰 삶에 흔적들 끝을 준비를 못한 채로
언제나 내멋대로 살아왔기에 남길 가치는 제로
한심해 가족에게 남길게 랩이란 쓸데없이 헛된 글들 뿐이라는게
here i go 이젠 어디로 for my people this hollow story 만을 남기고
i'm so sorry but it's mandatory 재가 되기전에 죄가 되는 나 time to say goodbye

i close my eyes and fly away 이제 난 떠나네
here we go 어디로 here we go 어디로
here we go 저 어둠속으로
i pray the lord my life to take 이제 널 떠나네
we must go 어디로 we must go 어디로
we must go 저 평온속으로

[2verse 톱밥]
내 인생의 일기 마지막 한장에 흔적을 남겨야 하지만 벅차네 많은 사람들이 이글을
볼때쯤이면 내 뜨거웠던 나의 피는 이미 차디차게 사랑하는 아버지와 두 어머니 마주잡은 손으로
내 주검을 씻나니 절대 울지말고 이 땅에 묻지말고 얼어붙은 나의 몸을 불속에 던지고
흩어지고 흰 뼈가루는 파도에 태우고 내 발 애마 매직은 가오 니가 갖고
또 만들다만 뮤직은 얀키 가져가고 때묻은 아끼던 악기들은 언두에게로
내 베개로 깊이 숨긴 통장 그대로 어머니께로 내 인생의 모든 노랠 생모께 바치네
복받치는 내 슬픔 그대로 내 맘은 어린 그때로 추억들이 흔들리네 번뇌에 눈물에

[3verse 얀키]
나는 모두에게 미안하게 생각해 부모님들 가까운 벗들 잘 읽어봐들 기회는 한번 not둘
내 인생에 받침줄 하나 둘 내 머릿속 깊은 곳에 기억해 내 마음이 왜 뭉클해질까 게임오바
라고 내가 생각해서인가 listen 인생간에 미로 한컷에 코미디 프로 짧은 인생에 투어
이제 마쳐야 겠고 oh my soul 힘든 몸무게는 톤도 더 되게 느껴져 왔고
한통에 레터로 맘에 글을 내 뱉어 난 이제 곧 먼지가 될터 oh dont egnore me
친구들 하느님이여 이제 나를 바꾸어 내 죄를 씻을 테니 모두가 행복하길 바라니
내 고이 편히 잠들수 있게 모두 모여 내 얘기를 한번 해줄래

[4verse 미쓰라]
내가 지금 적어낸 이 말들이 내 마지막 작품이라 남는 건 아쉬움 나를 태워 한가치 담배처럼
뭔가를 남기려 했어 마치 필터처럼 뒤돌아보니 남은 건 필터를 담은
재떨이와 같은 나의 rhyme note 뿐 아직 더 남길 것이 있다면 남은 건 첫사랑에 대한 나의 미련들
나의 가족과 친구모두 흐르는 눈물을 감추어 어린아이처럼 흘리는
그 눈물에 나 건널 통곡의 강은 깊어 가는 것 그저 마지막 바램이 있다면
어디로 가는지도 모르는 영혼에 그 길위에 나의 기억을 뿌려줘 마치 비처럼 아니 꽂비처럼

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Romanization:

[1verse tabeullo]
dear life, out go the lights, i see christ in my mind's eye,
sesanggwa majimag insa nae jageun chaegsange namgineun pyeonji beonjineun nunmulgwa jiteun meonjilaneun changteulane scene
haneulalae gilgogin gileul geodda naega eodeun geoseul da namgyeobeolin chaelo naneun tteonagane seolabsoge namgin sajindeul
gongchaegdeule namgin geul jaggo keun salme heunjeogdeul kkeuteul junbileul moshan chaelo
eonjena naemeosdaelo salawassgie namgil gachineun jelo
hansimhae gajogege namgilge laebilan sseuldeeobsi heosdoen geuldeul ppunilaneunge
here i go ijen eodilo for my people this hollow story maneul namgigo
i'm so sorry but it's mandatory jaega doegijeone joega doeneun na time to say goodbye

i close my eyes and fly away ije nan tteonane
here we go eodilo here we go eodilo
here we go jeo eodumsogeulo
i pray the lord my life to take ije neol tteonane
we must go eodilo we must go eodilo
we must go jeo pyeongonsogeulo

[2verse tobbab]
nae insaengui ilgi majimag hanjange heunjeogeul namgyeoya hajiman beogchane manheun salamdeuli igeuleul
bolttaejjeumimyeon nae tteugeowossdeon naui pineun imi chadichage salanghaneun abeojiwa du eomeoni majujabeun soneulo
nae jugeomeul ssisnani jeoldae uljimalgo i ttange mudjimalgo eoleobuteun naui momeul bulsoge deonjigo
heuteojigo huin ppyeogaluneun padoe taeugo nae bal aema maejigeun gao niga gajgo
tto mandeuldaman myujigeun yanki gajyeogago ttaemudeun akkideon aggideuleun eonduegelo
nae begaelo gipi sumgin tongjang geudaelo eomeonikkelo nae insaengui modeun nolael saengmokke bachine
bogbadchineun nae seulpeum geudaelo nae mameun eolin geuttaelo chueogdeuli heundeulline beonnoee nunmule

[3verse yanki]
naneun moduege mianhage saenggaghae bumonimdeul gakkaun beosdeul jal ilgeobwadeul gihoeneun hanbeon notdul
nae insaenge badchimjul hana dul nae meolissog gipeun gose gieoghae nae maeumi wae mungkeulhaejilkka geimoba
lago naega saenggaghaeseoinga listen insaenggane milo hankeose komidi peulo jjalbeun insaenge tueo
ije machyeoya gessgo oh my soul himdeun mommugeneun tondo deo doege neukkyeojyeo wassgo
hantonge leteolo mame geuleul nae baeteo nan ije god meonjiga doelteo oh dont egnore me
chingudeul haneunimiyeo ije naleul bakkueo nae joeleul ssiseul teni moduga haengboghagil balani
nae goi pyeonhi jamdeulsu issge modu moyeo nae yaegileul hanbeon haejullae

[4verse misseula]
naega jigeum jeogeonaen i maldeuli nae majimag jagpumila namneun geon aswium naleul taewo hangachi dambaecheoleom
mwongaleul namgilyeo haesseo machi pilteocheoleom dwidolaboni nameun geon pilteoleul dameun
jaetteoliwa gateun naui rhyme note ppun ajig deo namgil geosi issdamyeon nameun geon cheossalange daehan naui milyeondeul
naui gajoggwa chingumodu heuleuneun nunmuleul gamchueo eolinaicheoleom heullineun
geu nunmule na geonneol tonggogui gangeun gipeo ganeun geos geujeo majimag balaemi issdamyeon
eodilo ganeunjido moleuneun yeonghone geu gilwie naui gieogeul ppulyeojwo machi bicheoleom ani kkojbicheoleom

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English:

Tablo:
Dear life, out go lights
I see Christ in my mind’s eyes, my last goodbye with the world
A letter left on my small desk
A scene in the windowframe of running tears and thick dust!
After walking on a long, long path under the heavens
I leave, leaving behind all that I’ve earned..
The photographs in my drawers, the words left in my notebooks
The big and small traces of life.
Because I’ve always lived the way I want, not preparing for the end
The value that I’m leaving behind sums up to zero
How pathetic! That the only thing I can give my family is only a bunch of useless, vain words of rap..
Here I go! Now, to where…
For my people, only leaving behind this hollow story..
I’m so sorry but it’s mandatory
I become a sin before I become a pile of ash
Time to say goodbye..

Hook:
I close my eyes and fly away; I’m leaving now!
Here we go; to where?
Here we go; to where?
Here we go; into the darkness
I pray the lord my life to take; you’re leaving now
We must go; to where?
We must go; to where?
We must go; into serenity

TopBob:
I need to leave a trace on the last page of the diary of my life, but it’s hard..
By the time many people read this writing, my hot blood would already be icy cold
My dear father and two mothers wash my corpse with their clasped hands!
Never cry, don’t bury me under this ground, throw my frozen body into the fire!
Scattering away.. Let my white bone powder ride the waves
Gao, you can have my favourite car my Magic..
And Yankie, you can take my unfinished music
My stained, valued instruments will go to Undo…
The bankbook hidden deep inside my pillow will go straight to my mother..
I dedicate all the songs in my life to my biological mother..
With my despair welling up, my heart goes back to those young days
My memories are shaken with agony and tears!

Hook:
I close my eyes and fly away; I’m leaving now!
Here we go; to where?
Here we go; to where?
Here we go; into the darkness
I pray the lord my life to take; you’re leaving now
We must go; to where?
We must go; to where?
We must go; into serenity

Yankie:
I feel sorry for everyone..
My parents, close friends, read this carefully..
You only have one chance, not two.
The strings of support in my life.
One by one, I remember them from deep inside my head..
Why do I have a lump in my throat?
Is it because I’m thinking the game is over? Listen..
A comedy segment in the maze of life.
I should now finish the short tour of life.
Oh my soul, my heavy weight has felt heavier than a tonne…
I spit out the words in my heart in one letter!
I will soon become a pile of dust!
Oh don’t ignore me, my friends. Dear God!
I will now change myself and cleanse my sins
I wish everyone will be happy..
Will you please gather around and talk about me, just once, so I can rest in peace?

Mithra Jin:
Because these words I’m writing down right now will be my last piece of work, I feel sad!
Burning myself! Like a cigarette..
I tried to leave something behind! Like a filter..
Looking back, what’s left behind is only my rhyme note
Like an ashtray with a filter!
What if I still have a lot to leave behind?
What’s left? My regrets about my first love..
My family and friends, all of you, hide your tears! Deep in my soul.
Because of those tears being shed like a little child’s,
The river of lamentation that I’m crossing is becoming deeper!
This would be my last wish..
Please sprinkle memories of me on the path of my soul without destination..
Just like the rain! No.. Like the rain of flowers..

Hook:
I close my eyes and fly away; I’m leaving now!
Here we go; to where?
Here we go; to where?
Here we go; into the darkness
I pray the lord my life to take; you’re leaving now
We must go; to where?
We must go; to where?
We must go; into serenity

I close my eyes and fly away; I’m leaving now
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